twentyone

I tried so hard
But they keep on coming
I want them to stop
I want them to go
But I can’t.

I’m tired daddy
I’m tired
Ramadhan is near
Eid is coming
I’m aging.

They try to understand
How can they
When I can’t myself
Where are you
I miss you I miss your love.

It keeps on hurting
Emptiness is pushing me
Once again daddy
I’m your little girl
I need you.

I don’t want to be strong
I don’t want to try
I don’t want to pretend
Please daddy
Ask God not to leave me.

God. It’s painful
I don’t want to feel it again
I don’t want to lose anymore
Take me take me take me
Don’t take anyone else from me.

20:33
24^th of August 2008